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Max_Has_Our_Lense
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Name: Max
Gender: Male
Interests: God, Music, Friends, Conversations, Books, Travel, Food, Driving, Running, Bible Quizzing, Shoes I really like Shoes, Going to local shows, Spanish, Straight edge People, Politics, Adventures into the woods, Make Believe, Dreams, and Peace
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AIM:  accquizzer
Member Since:
7/20/2006
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| Some time ago, I was listening to a song by Socratic entitled Alexandria As Our Lense. In this song Alexandria had that lense and used it in order to look back on her life. It was a not a pretty story at all. She used it to reflect and so I created Max_Has_Our_Lense so that I may look back on the events of my life.
But I have shifted my eyes to the future. I dont' want that lense right now. I want to explore what will come next, and I want it to be an adventrure. Not just any adventure though, but a profound one, one that will be most excellent, and one I can share with others.
Crafting A New Lense
(This is my adventure)
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| I should have taken USC up on their offer, yeah the things I regret in my life.
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| I would find the kid that slide tackled me and punch him square in the face, because, damn it, he took soccer away from me. But then I would help him up and thank him. Thank him because without him I would have had a life consumed only of soccer. Thank him for saving me from traveling to Phily every week in order to play games, sleeping in hotel rooms, twice a day practices, never spending a weekend at home, rarely getting a home cooked meal, school work, and never having a moment to slow down and relax. If I were doing all this I would never have had time to enjoy high school, play ping pong with Andrew, go to youth group, go to concerts, and I would have probably never had the chance to meet her. The most wonderful girl in the world, the girl who I would give up soccer any day for.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
=)
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|  | Currently Listening
Once
By Original Soundtrack
When Your Minds Made Up
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I long for a surprise day trip to some place beautiful.
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| Allison's sister was passionate, intelligent, artsy,
ambitious, stubborn, and sarcastic. She was a wonderful person to play ultimate frisbee with,
an amazing painter, great witty actor, a truly powerful
individual and we saw her as a big sister, she never admitted to Jason or I, but I think she liked that we did. It seemed like she always got what she wanted but when you needed her, she would be
there. She was honest, sometimes brutally so, and she
was questioning. It
seems so dumb that she would go the way she did-- just outside of her
neighborhood, no where close to the busy traffic . She loved the cold, October was her favorite month. Just cold enough to wear a sweater and maybe a scarf. Two years ago, when she was in town visiting, her and I went on a long walk through Messiah, it was a cool October night, two years to this day in fact, and we just talked about life-- everything we had in
front of us. So now that it is finally getting cold outside I am reminded of her and that walk and the future we thought we would both have. Her future will never be now, and I am still left trying to figure out mine, but I'm sure she'd be okay with that...
Claire you were a good friend and I will look up to you always . | | |
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